kapatid ba talagah?

naturingang kapatid, ATE? hays, ate nga ba? kung oo bakit ganun? mas mabaet pa siya sa ibang tao kesa sakin. Bakit bawat gawin ko e mainit sakin ang mata nia? Bakit kapag ako'y my simpleng pinagagawa ih parang di man lamang mabigyan ng oras. Ipiprint lang naman at gagawing landscape mode ih parang napakahirap! AT! Isa pa, kapag my pinapagawa ako ih laging ABALA DW, peo kapag nasa office naman nia ako ih WALANG GINAGAWA, palaging nasa kabilang kwarto at nagkakape, nakikipagkwentuhan lamang! HAYS, nakakainis, Buti pa sa ibang tao ih napakabaet nia, samantalang saking kapatid nia napakaikli ng pasensyah niya! kala naman niya, hindi ako nasasaktan o naaapektuhan, kung alam nia lang sana na masakit din naman. kahit sanay na ako, MASAKIT talagang saktan ka ng sarili mo pang ATE. :( di ko alam, ano nga ba naman ako? wala naman akong alam na paraan para baguhin yun, MAGTIIS na lamang, sa kabila ng SAKIT! mahal ko ang ate ko, mahal nia rin siguro ako, pero kahit sabihin nia na mahal nia ako, iba naman palage pinapakita niya.

ang alam ng lahat ih masayang maging ate siya, akala ng lahat ih napakabaet nia sakin, at ako ang laging masamang kapatid. OK lang, wala akong magagawa, ganun talagah.

minsan sasabihin nia nakakalungkot kapag magisang naglalakad pero kapag kasama ko naman siya ih napakabilis niang maglakad. my kasama nga ako? lagi naman akong naiiwan? para ding walang kasama.

sa office, kung ituring naman ako ih utusan, okay lang namang utusan nia ako ih, kaso naman sa harap pa ng mga katrabaho nia. nakakahiya, kahit alam kong saknyah ala lang yun. pero nasasaktan kasi parang ANO BA AKO? katulong ata.

sa bahay, kahit wala akong kinalaman sa mga nagpasama ng araw ih ako ang napagbubuhusan ng init ng ulo. nakakainis, pero iniintindi ko, palage.

alam ko, sa dami dami ng nagawa nia para sakin, sa lahat ng tulong na binigay niya sakin, sa lahat ng hirap na tiniis nia para sakin wala akong karapatang magreklamo. pero ano gagawin ko? minsan masakit na kasi, di ko alam kung mahal nga ba talagah? kung kapatid nga ba talagah?

money in tagalog pera

What is money? How does money contribute in every person's life? In my case, well actually not in my case hahahaha. i have this friend who is courting a girl that is totally gorgeous! hahaha! nakitah kona ang kanyang picture :) Then, my guy friend now is suffering from a severe problem? What kind? I really can't figure it out but i think he is under, uhm what you call insecure mode? hmm, i don't know if it's really the best adjective that i should use? but i don't have the patience to think of any more? hahaha! sorry na! but going back with the issue, insecure ka ba?! becaeuse you said that the other suitor of your love (naks love, hahahaha) is a rich one?

well, as a friend, i suggest! LISTEN TO ME OK? don't think that just because the other guy has money, more money than what you have, it'll be one reason for HER to CHOOSE HIM. ok? gets mo ba? oo ikaw nga! THAT'S YOU! 'cause money cannot make a girl happy. it'll never be the reason for every smile that you see, it'll never be the reason for a relationship to be saved and it'll never be the reason for her not to leave you.

know what she wants? it's for you to show AND express your love for her!!!

MAKINIG KA SAKIN!!!
listen to me!!!

see you on twenti

oh my, see you on twenti? am i supposed to be excited or not? i would really love to see that special someone of mine, but i don't know what exactly i am going to do when that happen. i miss that person and i love him :) nice! we've wasted so much of our time. not actually waste, we, specifically him, have been so much busy lately because of his summer classes. and xempre tampo ako nuh! hahaha, but what can i do? ala akong magawa kasi? every time na walang magawa i can't stop of thinking of him! oh? db? hahahaha! ano ba yan?

A&D

the showing of the film Angels & Demons is very near! Bukas na yon! aw, and still, i am not yet done reading the book, konti na lang naman ih kaso ayuh mas nabibigyan ko ng oras ang internet kesa sa book reading. ahahaha, well, ngaun i'm trying to focus peo ganun padin nangyayare? kaya i really hope, sana dumating na ang time na sipagin ako sa pagbabasa!

taba ko

aw, anong buhay ba naman ito? ang taba taba ko na kasi! aw, kelan ba naman ako papayat? aw, kakalungkot! hahaha, my story started when i decided to study here in Manila, live with my sister and suffer all kinds of pollution. hahahaha. nako, dito lang naman ako sa Manila tumaba ng ganito eh! last sembreak when i had the opportunity to go home sa Bataan, lahat ng friends ko and former teachers ko, they all reacted the same way, sabi nila "Ang taba mo na!" hahaha, oh diba, lahat sila yun ang sinabi? hahahha, wala akong takas dun nuh! they were all against me? hahahaha. aw, ang until now i am still not able to solve my TABA sickness :) but still many of them have mentioned na mas bagay naman daw sakin yung pagiging MATABA ko. compared dati na super thin ako, eh mas bagay daw sakin ang mataba! oha! that's why i prefer not to reduce my weight hahahahah! LOVE IT...

adobo for dinner :)

hahaha, i love adobo! one of the most delicious dish in the Philippines! however, i don't know how to cook that dish :( wahahaha. thank God i have my ate to cook for me. But inside me i really want to learn how to cook adobo. para naman makapagluto ako ng akin nuh! db? how about you? what dish do you want to cook? hahaha. are you interested?

Disappointed

aw, lapit na ang concert nina David! but i still don't know if i would be able to watch that concert :( kasi naman oh, our plan was ruined! aw, kainis, sobrng sayang. nakakapanghinayang! sobra! after my excitement ea biglang nawala just because hindi matutuloy ang lahat ng pinlano namin. our dream, our plans, oh noh? i'm awake! huhuhuhuhu. DISAPPOINTED. sayang ang oras, ang load! wahahaha, kung alam ko lang! mas pipiliin nia pala ang makita sina David kesa sa makasama kaming friends niya? aw, it hurts! sobrah! but what can i do? i don't have the right na maginarte sa kanya. i'm just a friend. hahaha! you may find this blog a little emo type but yes, i admit it is an emo type of blog, just want to share my heart ache, AW. i thought she'll prefer to be with us. i thought she'll choose us. hahahaha drama :(