A sweet breakfast...

March 17, 2011 - birthday ng mama ni Apap at pumunta kami sa Caloocan para makikain ng sobrang dami. Sabi niya pupuntahan daw niya ko ng maaga para ihatid sa school.

March 18, 2011 -(12am)sumakay ng bus pauwe, (2am) dumating sa bahay, (3am) ginawa ang psych, (5am) ginawa ang notes for Habermas, (6am) ngayon pa lang matutulog, (9am) ang sarap ng tulog ko at biglang may DINGDONG DINGDONG, yun pala eh dumating na cia. nakakahiya kasi di pa ko nagbibihis mula sa suot ko kahapon. anyway, pagbukas ko ng pinto, meron akong pasalubong galing sakanya, BREAKFAST!!! wala lang, first time niya kong dinalhan ng breakfast kasi madalas ako ang nagluluto for him. hahaha tas naligo na ko tas pumasok na kami, naglolokohan sa lrt hanggang quiapo hanggang makapunta sa UST. un lang :P

ipinagdadasal ko...

ipinagdadasal ko na sana makapasa ako o kaya kahit pasang awa o kaya basta may grade wag lang akong maakusahang nag-plagarize ng prof ko sa political thought 2. ipinagdadasal kong minusan na lang niya ko sa palpak kong margin at isang phrase na dapat sana'y ilalagay ko sa body pero nasa ilalaim ng bibliography ko nailagay.

Lord, i know you have plans for me. thank you. i trust you. :)

TRIO-FRIENDSHIP AGREEMENT

apap, lalaine and me


my junior life is almost over and i am happy to say that i still have my two good friends beside me amidst my ups and downs.

i cannot express how much i am blessed that i have these girls with me who help me every time i'll be needing a friend's hand.

i cannot imagine a year, a month or even a week of my college life not able to see, hug and talk to them.

i cannot say everything i want to say in this blog.

all i know is that i am blessed. blessed to have friends who accepted me and will accept me whoever i would be. friends who would help me in whatever danger i might face. friends who would comfort me in whatever problem that i need to face. friends who do not ask something in return. friends who would be your good and true friends.

sad :P

i think, i am not sure with you.

Rihanna Lyrics - What's My Name (feat. Drake)

Ohh na na, what's my name
Ohh na na, what's my name

Ohh na na, what's my name
Ohh na na, what's my name
Ohh na na, what's my name
What's my name, what's my name

[Drake:]
Uh, ya
I heard you good with them soft lips
Yeah you know word of mouth,
The square root of 69 is 8 somethin' right
Cuz I've been tryna work it out, oowww
Good weed white wine
Uh I come alive in the night time
Okay, away we go
Only thing we have on is the radio
Ohh Let it play
Say you gotta leave
But I know you wanna stay
You just waiting on the traffic jam to finish girl
The things that we could do in twenty minutes girl
Say my name, say my name wear it out,
it's getting hot crack a window, air it out
I can get you through a mighty long day
Soon as you go the text that I write is gon' say

[Rihanna:]
Not everybody knows how to work my body
Knows how to make me want it
Boy you stay up on it
You got that something
That keeps me so off balance
Baby you're a challenge
Let's explore your talent

[Chorus]
Hey boy I really wanna see
If you can go downtown with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you
Cause you just my type
Ooh na na na na
I need a boy to take it over
Looking for a guy to put in work, uh
Oh woah o-oh, Oh woah o-oh

Hey boy I really wanna see
If you can go downtown with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you
Cause you just my type
Ooh na na na na
I need a boy to take it over
Looking for a guy to put in work, uh
Oh woah o-oh, Oh woah o-oh

Ooh na na, what's my name
Ooh na na, what's my name
Ooh na na, what's my name
What's my name, what's my name

[Rihanna:]
Baby you got me
Ain't nowhere that I'd be
Then with your arms around me
Back and forth you rock me
So I surrender to every word you whisper
Every door you enter, I will let you in

[Chorus]
Hey boy I really wanna see
If you can go downtown with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you
Cause you just my type
Ooh na na na na
I need a boy to take it over
Looking for a guy to put in work, uh
Oh woah o-oh, Oh woah o-oh

[Rihanna:]
You're so amazing
You took the time to figure me out
That's why you take me
Way past the point of turning me on
You 'bout to break me
I swear you got me losing my mind

Ooh na na, what's my name
Ooh na na, what's my name

Ooh na na, what's my name
Ooh na na, what's my name
Ooh na na, what's my name
What's my name, what's my name

[Chorus]
Hey boy I really wanna see
If you can go downtown with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you
Cause you just my type
Ooh na na na na
I need a boy to take it over
Looking for a guy to put in work, uh
Oh woah o-oh, Oh woah o-oh

Hey boy I really wanna see
If you can go downtown with a girl like me
Hey boy, I really wanna be with you
Cause you just my type
Ooh na na na na
I need a boy to take it over
Looking for a guy to put in work, uh
Oh woah o-oh, Oh woah o-oh

now i'm scared

now i don't know if falling for you is still right.
now i'm in doubt whether you really love me or not.
now i don't know if i'll still believe you with your sweet words

yes i do love you
yes i miss you a lot
but there's this something i cannot explain about you

you are not the typical guy that i usually encounter
you are matured and i'm not
you can easily cope up with goodbyes and i do not

we are opposites
and i don't know if its a good thing
now, i'm scared.

i miss him

we've been fighting lately and i don't know why. i just miss him. i miss him embracing me whenever i say "ayaw ko sayo" and will kiss me in my forehead and will tell me that he loves me and will never let go. i miss this man. i miss him. i miss him.



i miss taking pictures with him though i know that he doesn't want to. i miss making him smile and i miss him making me smile when i'm in my "tampururot" stage. i miss forcing him to tie his hair though i know he doesn't want anybody ruining his hair. i miss forcing him to eat sweets cause i know he avoids doing so. i miss his Sunday treats and his mcdo treats.



i miss eating lunch and dinner with him. i miss playing "saw-saw suka" and beating him always because its either he'll make me win or he doesn't really know the game. i miss him singing with me, embracing me, holding my hand and won't let me go. i miss him inviting me to stay with him in the library so we can study our lessons together. i miss him saying things that would encourage me to study harder. i miss him saying how much he misses me and would want to see me.



i miss this guy who had a crush on me just because he saw me danced during our major's General assembly, this guy who texted me "Ingat ka palage kat, text ka pag-uwi mo" for the first time, fell in love with me and told me that he'd still love me even if i'm the fattest girl in the world (cause he knows i really don't wanna be fat).

i miss his messages with ">:D<" or ":*"

My Unaware Mentor

after :) taken during our Socialization 2011, i don't wanna miss the opportunity to have a photo with him this time :)

before :) taken during the after party of Mr. and Ms. Polscie, from then on, he keeps on calling me Ms. Polscie :) i remember him saying, "wala tong tiwala sa sarili niya" when i acted like i don't deserve my rank of being the 1st runner-up.

"it's difficult to focus your attention on something when clearly what you feel is for something else"

i have this professor and he's probably the best i will have in my entire academic life.

first he's a monster. why? i consider him such for he ruins our sleeping habits for making us read one/two books a week. asking us to read newspapers and the like. having a recitation for 3hours and asking questions that would make us think that we do not know how to analyze, giving us a quiz every meeting and a thinkpiece that would determine whether we will pass or not.

however, when i say he's a monster, it doesn't mean that he's a monster inside. i know for a fact that every single task that he asks us to do is for our good. thus, i consider him an angelic monster

an angel for making us understand everything. making us strong by inspiring us with his words though he's not even aware he's doing so. an angel for guiding us with lessons not just to pass our course but to pass the challenges of our lives.

i always tell my friends that i have a crush on him and they'll laugh at me for that. but i don't care. i admire him for he's great. one of the greatest men i have ever met. i am lucky, very lucky to be his student twice.

how i wish i am one of the best in our class. how i wish i could work with him someday. how i wish i am as great as he is.

(Prof. Edmund Tayao, my professor and my unaware mentor)