for lalaine :)

an early preparation for our beloved mae lalaine :) hahaha

Patty and me :)
well, its quite embarrassing on my part but i don't really care :)
ENJOY :P

Service=Love

the only thing that could make you stay despite of every hindrance that you might face is your love for that service.

no matter how hard, no matter how many people curse your work, no matter how many judgments you receive, what matters most is that you care for your work, that you have the passion to pursue what you ought to do and that you love every challenge that will face you.

we should always be strong. besides, the Lord is always with us everywhere we go. thou shall not fear. instead, face every wall with courage.

Ang sagot ni Pakner sa aking mensahe :))

PAKNERRRRRR!!! I am so touched. Sasabog na ang puso ko sa sobrang pagmamahal ninyong lahat. I just don't know how to thank you for making me feel so special. BAKKKIIITTTT? Ano bang nagawa ko? nawasak ko ba ang mga buhay ninyo? hahahahaha!

Thank you pakner for always being there for me and for always welcoming my love through hugs... haaayyyy... Even so much words aren't enough to show how grateful I am to you... I cannot say but THANK YOU! Maraming maraming salamat pakner. Let us build more memories together... I will be your pakner for life.. until the twilight of my life... maraming salamat.. walang hanggang pasasalamat!

Thank you for appreciating my little acts na "sabin mong" nakakatulong. My secret is always one: HIM, UP ABOVE THERE. He is the secret of my life... and only one woman: Mother Mary. Now the secret has been revealed. I share them to you pakner because they are for everybody... Minsan may mga tao lang na hindi nakaka- appreciate sa Kanila... You know pakner.. life in itself is a blessing... people around you, including me are just complements.

This friendship will go, grow and glow stronger because this is grounded in love and remember that love, according to St. Paul, is eternity. Always remember pakner that I am always here for you too. For flattering me so much with your kind words, THANK YOU VERY MUCH! =)

I LOVE YOU EVERYDAY TOO! =


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parang ako yung may birthday :)) hahaha nakakatawa!

stressed!

i really don't know what's wrong with me. i'm stressed. mentally and emotionally stressed. why do i have to dream of someone who doesn't even care about me anyway? i don't know. maybe i wanna fix things, but i don't have the guts to do so. but i did my part before it formally ended.

hays, i just need to release this feeling. i'm so stressed and i wanna forget everything, as in everything.

kakaiba sa lahat

Madami kang nakikilala sa araw-araw na ipinagkakaloob sa atin ng Panginoon. Merong masarap kasama kasi wala kayong gagawin kundi ang tumawa maghapon. Meron ding pwede mong sabihan ng problema, makikinig at papayuhan ka pa. Meron din namang makikilala mo at makakasama mo hanggang sa tumanda ka. Pero hindi lahat ng tao ay makakasama mo ng masaya araw-araw. Hindi rin lahat gustong makinig sa mga hinanakit mo sa buhay at mapagkakatiwalaan mong magtatago ng lahat. Merong ibang papayuhan ka lang para may masabi lang sila sayo at minsan, papayuhan ka, hindi dahil gusto nilang mapabuti ka, kundi dahil gusto nilang mapasama pa ang sitwayson. Higit sa lahat, iilan lang ang taong magiging totoo at matatag para makasama ka at maging bahagi ng buhay mo hanggang sa tumanda ka.

Natutuwa akong sabihin na isa si Jester Ivan Ricafrente sa mga taong alam kong papasayahin ang bawat araw ko kapag kasama ko siya, papayuhan ako ng mga bagay na lubos na nakakatulong at nakakagaan ng puso at hindi ako iiwan at sasamahan ako kahit uugod-ugod na ako sa daan papuntang Espana.

Sino nga ba si Jester "Ivan" Ricafrenete?

Siya ang aking Pakner sa college life ko sa UST. Siya ang tagapaghatid ng mabuting balita sa araw-araw ko. Siya ang taong hindi mo kakasanayang sumimangot kasi puno ng sigla at liwanag ang dala niya lalo na ng kanyang mga mata. Siya ang taong nagpapagaan ng mabigat kong kalooban sa isang yakap lang. Isang taong maituturing kong espesyal na kaibigan, isang taong maipagmamalaki kong aking kaibigan, isang taong maipagmamalaki kong aking Pakner.

Hindi ko alam kung paano kami naging ganito. Bago namin tawaging "Pakner" ang isa't isa, humarap muna kami sa madaming pagsubok. Nagsimula kaming maging partners sa TPSF-External Committee. Noong mga araw na iyon, hindi naging maganda ang lahat. Madaming pagsubok na humarap sa amin. Nagkaroon ako ng sama ng loob sa kanya dati at talagang dumating sa punto na ayaw ko na sa kanya. Sa halip na "Pakners" naging "Enemies" muna kami. Pero hindi kami pinabayaan ni Lord. Buti na lang at nadadaan ang lahat ng bagay sa mabuting usapan.

Nakakalibang isipin, nakakatawa at nagkakasakit ng ulo. Lahat ng drama na pinagdaanana namin ni Ivan bago ko masabing naging totoo na kaming magkaibigan.Siguro nga, bago mo masabing totoo kayong magkaibigan kailangan muna niyong harapin lahat-lahat ng pagsubok: tiwala, pagtulong, oras, at marami pang iba. Napakadaming dapat daanan para maging maayos ang lahat at masabi mong tatagal at hindi na muling masisira pa ang relasyong pinaghirapan niyong buoin.

Sa araw na ito, nagpapasalamat ako sa Panginoon na binigyan niya ako ng isang Pakner. Isang taong masarap kasama, mapagkakatiwalaan at handang tumulong sa kahit anong problemang dumaan, love life, school matters, friendship matters, name it! Kaya ka niyang tulungan. Ipagdadasal ka pa niyan kay Bro. Sa dami-dami ng problema ko sa buhay, hindi yan nauubusan ng oras makinig at hindi rin nauubusan ng balita ng Panginoon na magpapagaan ng lahat ng sitwasyon. Mga salitang magpapaliwanang ng lahat at magbubukas ng isipan mo na talaga namang nakakabuti sa lahat.

Kaya sa araw na ito, nais kong ipaabot ang aking pagbati sa aking pinakamamahal na Pakner :))

MALIGAYANG KAARAWAN PAKNER!!!

Salamat at isa kang TUNAY na kaibigan. Salamat sa lahat ng dasal at payo sa bawat problemang ibinabahagi ko sa'yo. Salamat sa tulong mo sa mga bagay na hindi ko kaya at hindi ko magawa. Salamat sa pagpapatawad mo at sa pagbibigay mo ng pagkakataong maging kaibigan mo ako.

Nag-iisa ka lang Pakner :)) Alam mong love kita araw-araw :)) Palagi lang akong nasa tabi-tabi kung kailangan mo ako. Hindi ka papabayaan ni Lord. Good luck sa lahat ng tatahakin mo sa buhay. I know you'll be successful. At alam ko rin na kahit ikaw na ang SANTO PAPA (char! haha) eh hindi ka makakalimot at hindi ka magbabago.

Iba ka, Pakner. Saludo ako sa sobrang bait mo. Napakabuti ng puso mo. I LOVE YOU EVERYDAY!!!

(sorry kung late ko natapos itong bati ko Pakner, dapat kasi kahapon to ng 11:59 ng July 19, 2011. Kaso, sa kasamaang palad, nakatulog ako ng 7:00pm ng July 19, 2011. Kaya di ko natapos! I'm really sorry sa sobrang late na pagbati.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ULIT PAKNER :))

our very first picture :))

"so maganda naman my pakner" so maganda because i have a very mabaet na pakner :))

our TPSF picture :))

ang cute cute mo Pakner :))

isa pang CUTEEEE picture :))

my Pakner for life :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :))

Prayer before bedtime

Oh my God, I adore you,
and I love you with all my heart.
I thank you for having created me and saved me by your grace,
and for having kept me safe through this day.
I pray that you will take for your glory whatever good I might have done this day.

Forgive me whatever evil I have done.
I am sorry that I have sinned against you.
Send your holy angel to protect me this night,
and may your grace be with me always,
through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Amen

got this from: http://www.christian-journey.com/prayer-before-bedtime/

Sometimes you have to be the Character

Sometimes you have to wake up and realize that one of your dearest friends decided to leave you. Reasons are unexplainable. You cannot do anything to stop and change the decision made. All you can do is to accept and to move on. However, a true friend may leave you, but will never forget.

Eight out of your ten friends will spill out your secrets especially when you're not around. Some may betray you and will leave you for good. Others will be there when they need something from you and will immediately nowhere to be found thereafter. You can never call these people as your friends. They aren’t your enemies either. They’re just people who come and go, people who do not deserve to be treated as special. And I know, you, BEERDAY GIRL, este BIRTHDAY GIRL, are not this kind.

            You are one of my sweetest friends. You are my dear Natsko, Natskie, and Mizuno. You are my one and only NATS. You are my controversial “made in Japan” friend. You are my number one “burden.”

            I never knew you’d be this special. I never knew we’d be this close. And now, all I can do is to thank God for giving me the best “burden” of all. I thank Him for giving me a friend who can understand my worst being, a friend who can make me smile in my saddest moments, a friend who can cheer me up with just a hug and a friend who will forever and always be a true friend.

            Though we’re 4705 miles or 2541 nautical miles apart, which would give me a 6-hour-and-40-minute-travel-time to go there, we managed to keep this friendship. The kind which I may forget, I might neglect and I could just cut in a second but will never do so. This is the kind of friendship I wouldn’t want to meet its end. This is the friendship that I would fight for and would treasure as long as I live. Thank you for being my long distance friend, Nats!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Just imagine my voice ah??

“Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy biiiirthday, happy biiiiiirthday. Happy birthday to you!!!” (imagine me singing this song for you)

            Well, I guess it’s time to stop this drama. I hope to see you soon! I know I will and I’m really excited to see you and hug you. I wish you all the best Nats! I wish to have more memories with you!

            Please bring me my dear Kuala huh? Please?

            I LOVE YOU EVERYDAY, ALWAYS and FOREVER. (sobrang over, redundant.) hahaha

P.S. I MISS YOU SO BAD.

-pusa (a.k.a. Catorneyburden)

 haroy, second row. 4th student from the right :)) hahaha

while doing "El Fili: The Movie"

Goloidz anniversary celebration. I miss Monarch. I miss your-so-masarap-tambayang-house. We're so young here. (sobrang nakakatawa. peksman)

ansabe ng Nats-Kat-Bacon tandem??

nung bumisita ka sa Manila because you're supposed to be UST's athlete. huhuhu

the very last day I saw you in person. the very last day i hugged you. the very last day we stayed at Bez's crib.

Pampatawa lang, listen to this video Nats :)) hihi

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATSKO MIZUNO VILLANUEVA:)